may not visit here much but we think of you every day.richard was very down at the start of december but said he is bucking up now.he is just lost without you.visit him in his dreams tam,he plays the music you both liked and carmen has made a picture for him of a song he plays often,we belong together!he says its your song.i hope he likes it.and you share it with him.going to Lee,s today.you can be proud of him.miss you tammy xxxx

thinking of you every day,moved in with richard now,hope thats ok with you.he needs not to be alone but i know he is still thinking about being with you.you must know my thoughts and feelings,i just dont know what to do.wish you could help me.

well xmas is over,you were so much in our thoughts.went to see rich several times as he wouldnt accept any invitations from family.he really missed you and pixie cuddled in to me so she misses you too.i hate him being on his own even though he puts on a brave face,i can see how sad he is.he told me his heart is broken.there is nothing we can do to help him,he needs you so much.he tries to keep busy,and pixie and him have a special bond now its just them.hope pip has found you,and penny.sweet dreams,love dena xx