it doesnt get any easier tammy,you should still be here.it was so unexpected losing you ,cant get used to your not being home when i go to your house,you were the heart of your home.richard is ok,pip and pixie keep him going.lee is ok too.we all keep an eye on them,but they miss you so much.were you there? did you see the ponderosa horses?i feel sure you did,werent they just lovely?i think about you every day,and i hope you are with your mum and dad.and even seen ali!love you tam xxx